well, i'm in georiga now. today was..meh..iffy. i stayed after in the gym with mike, paul, and kady for a little while. then me and mike went outside to wait for his mom. then i went to the dentist and it took this girl about half an hour just to put one extra wire on. which hurts profusely. and still does, my pain medication is wearing off. im constantly finding myself more and more aggitated and annoyed by things my parents are doing. my dad is ok....but my grandmother is being a bit ..well...grandmotherish i guess you could say. you'd just have to know her. my mom came to see me at the dentist while i was there, i was nice enough, but when i looked at her face i wanted to say something awful to her. i dont know why this whole situation has gotten me so upset but it has and it wont go away. i'm so angry at my mom. i cant stand it. im still angry, i hope i can sleep tonight. my dad hasnt "talked" to me yet. that might come tomorrow. daryl if i dont get to talk with you this weeked...before monday, i want to say i'm sorry for not paying any attention to you at the game today. i didnt want to leave you in class and i didnt want to leave everyone else at the game, so i found some money in my bag and pocket so you could go...which ironicly you didnt even need. but then i went with mike to sit by tim and left you and kady behind, then when everyone was leaving you both disappeared. sorry. i miss mike so much. i want to see him. i didnt want to leave today, i never want to leave him. i wish we had more than one class together. i wonder what he'll do for my birthday. i remember in ninth grade that i started dating...a person who shall remain nameless..the day before my birthday and he never got me anything. i thought aggitated was spelled..well..like i spelled it...doesnt it have two g's? anyways, i hope i'm not still grounded by next weekend so maybe i can see mike. and i hope miriah doesnt get grounded again before next weekend so she can come too. we might not be able to go out of town...but we can still go somewhere. and miriah, i'll take you to a big mall myself sometime. but if mike has to be home so early i really dont want to spend most of the little time i'll have with him in the driver's seat. it's so inconvinient. it feels nice to write long entries in here again, i've missed it. i miss my computer and i miss ...other stuff. i miss mike, i hate weekends. i cant wait till monday.