Hey sylvia, I don’t know if u hear me walking to 1st or not but I sed I was having a bad weekeend. I got in to a fight with my step father. I’m spost to go live with my biological father. I’m really not shure when or even if I’m going to go whith him. At least that will eliminate all the moving that my mom does! Id like to see u in lunch but I don’t know that ill be bable to talk about this or eneything else for that mater. I keep losing my voice. (on and off) not all that bothers me as much as the fact my sisters frend saw that and took advantage of it and she kissed me. I did nothing to her to indacate that I licked her. (I don’t) I don’t kno if that’s cheating or not but ive never done it before ever! All I could think aobut last night was how to tell u about all of this and how u would take it. I’m very sorry about all this and id like to make it up to u, but for now intill I shure of whats going on in my life I think its beater that we split up. Or at least if u forgive me and I’m shure I’m stain with my mom. Id much more prefure to tell u to your face but I’m not shure I could after all that. Ill understand if I don’t see u at lunch with your techer and even if u don’t want to see me period. But I gess that’s it. Love Joshua forbes Ps. I’m senserily sorry