hey ppls, sorry bout that last entry...ya kno when u just have one of those days. well, josh is leaving again. he is supposed to go live with his dad. he wont be that far away but he wont be going to school with me next year. he broke up with me bc of it. and something else he did. im going to put his note on another entry so you can all read it without me having to explain it. i cudnt even be mad at him for it. i cudnt be mad at him. every time i see him its like i just melt, like time just stops. i cant believe that he is leaving again. oh well i guess it was too good to be true. well i think he wants to go back out with me and i think that we shud at least until school ends. which is like 5 weeks from now. i wish it wud last forever. well for once...i need advice so feel free to coment.