Please hate me for what I've done to you This solitude is well deserved Suddenly fallen further sinking These thoughts of death keep rising There's nothing we can do Happiness is a beautiful mistake Hold me until we close our eyes Listen for my breath to fade These desperate cries for help I know you can hear them Stop wishing you could save me Be lost forever with me Clutching life with dead fingers You're stealing seconds To say good-bye I'll meet you on the other side While you're away wishing I was there I'm wishing I didn't love you Steady bleeding stains the floor Waiting for your words to disappear Would you want me alive If I hated living What is our friendship worth If we used to have more Can you really say you've missed it Is there another lie left in your heart Converse with the demons laughin in your head I traded my sanity for your soul