my mom saw my hickey..and she didnt care. she asked me if it happened this weekend and i said yeah..friday... see becuase she told me last time, not to do that at school. which i didnt. so ..yeah..she never said not to do it at his house...and she knew i was going to be there. mwahaha... well tomorrow is inching closer...my uncle and his wife kind of..showed up at our house a few hours ago...they drink a lot of coffee. a lot... i'm still sick...and it's not really getting better. and i want to see mike. now and maybe next weekend...after we get finished camping..i can go see him. yeah... wow johnny depp looks weird with side burns. i dont know what else to say and i dont like saying anymore becuase i sound like a prep... it's a bit frightening. i guess i'm um.... happy or ..something...eh...i just want today to end. ------------------------------------------- well i decided to come back and say something else...i'm really bored. daryl is finally on and i have someone to talk to. things always have to be complicated don't they. i feel kind of depressed right now. and it keeps getting worse by the hour. i'm so addicted...i'm so dependent.