i feel like running away just walking out the door and keep walking until someone stops me i want to go sit in shadows until someone comes to find me..and ask me what's wrong. there's something missing and i cant take it. i need someone now and it's never been like this. when i end relationship...either i want to be single (if it was me) or i want the person back (if it was them who broke up with me) and neither of them is what i want. i want to be with someone...someone new. but i'm here at home, doing nothing. by myself. and there's no one to talk to..and i feel like running away. he's on anti-depressents. why..i dont know. neither did the doctor apparently... what are these for? i dont know but they should help. ...yeah...great. it's funny what they tell you...to make you feel better..to make you happy...to make you shut up. it's amazing how it never lasts. but it sure does make you feel special..knowing they did something to change for you... it's always nice to have a plan b..at least until it blows up in your face. that's always nice. i just want this weekend to be over with. i just want things to be ok. and for everyone to forget about "us".