WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?!?!?!?! i dont get it...why am i doing this..why is he doing this...why cant i just say no. what the fuck do i think i'm going to do. would i really do that to him...am i that insane. everyone would be so mad at me. mike would probably die...how could i do that. why did he have to fucking like me. i dont want anyone to touch me tomorrow. i'm going to be so mad and depressed about this. dammit dammit dammit...fuck. someone just fucking shoot me before i ruin my life.