well today was boring...and completely horrible and it keeps getting worse. and i fucking hate my mother and wish she would go somewhere and leave me. just find something in some in las vegas to keep her there and forget about me and never ever come back. fucking bitch complains that i have an attitude towards her when i was trying to sleep earlier and she comes in the sits down beside me and starts talking about herself...i dont fucking care woman...and then she wouldnt let me go back to sleep and made me get up to feed the stupid fucking dog...then she keeps trying to talk to me and i hate a bad day and i dont feel like hearing her pointless bullshit...my fucking god i'm sorry that i'm not the happiest person ever...whenever she has bad days she's the biggest bitch in the world i dont care what she says... anyways, i went looking for a job today...no luck there...son of a bitch at golden coral makes me fill out yet ANOTHER application..asked me why i wasnt available every single fucking weekend and i said oh becuase i have to go see my father every now and then...but i can work if you need me...then asks me a bunch of questions and i'm thinking...yeah...i just might get this job..and then he says...well most of our business is on the weekends so sorry...keep trying tho... bastard... i am having an emotional fucking breakdown right now and i wish to fucking hell that my mother wasnt around because i'd fucking leave if i could...i'm so sick of everyone's shit...it's driving me insane...