i love evanescence....amy lee is smexy!!! ..... well i had to write an impromptu art paper....five paragraphs in less than fifteen minutes...yeah, it probably sucks. but as long as i got it done. i have to recite my poem tomorrow.....*wimpers*.... i hate public speaking. argg and double argg. well we lost the beginning of our movie in art class. now we have to find some way to go from nothing....straight to the middle. it sucks. (my mom talks too much) i havent seen jesse since friday FRIDAY!! bastard son of a bitch. i demand to know where the fucking hell he is. devin doesnt know, mike doesnt know. no one knows. he has just disappeared. he had better have a damn good reason for not being here. his dog better have died or something. if he just didnt feel like coming. we're through. i was going to break up with him today because it dosent seem like much of a point is in staying together for just another week. but he wasnt fucking there! grr. uck, i know he doesnt care anymore. apparently. bastard. im super super depressed right now and it sucks ass. but ya know, if he is there tomorrow, the first thing i want to know is where has he been, then if he doesnt want to come anymore, we should break up. thats it. we'll see what happens tomorrow. then i have to stay after school for mrs mills. ackness. damn post test. i really hope i dont make a bad grade in her class...or fail. man that would suck.