hey ppls, hell yea breaking benjamin just started playing on yahoo launch radio. i just skipped it bc pearl jam was on...god i hate them. newho....well today was ok. i have this strange feeling at school now maybe its just bc im not used to it yet but i feel like everything has changed somehow. its alot different than last year. i think i have this major crush on carl. im not sure if he wud ever ask me out. i heard he had a gf but they broke up over summer.. and he talks to kelsey and i hate her. but neways, if he ever did ask me out idunno if i wud. but i wud sure love to kiss him. he has a lip ring. ive always wondered what it wud be like to make out with a guy who has a lip/andor/ tongue ring. lol well i guess we'll see. lol. and this guy zach, he is really cool. he likes breaking benjamin too and is the only guy i know who has even heard of them here at my school. which i find pathetic. but i wud go out with him if he asked me. i think its bc carl is like a year or so older than me and zach is my age. idunno sometimes i feel intimidated by older guys. tho i flirt with them easily enough. like robort, or aj, or...david, and a few more i cant think of right now. i think im the only one of my friends who knows as many upperclassmen as i do. but its cool. blah ok i think i wrote enough. leave a comment if ya want to. if u dont ...well....then....fuck u...lol jk. but neways have a bloody good day! later