hi everyone, well jesse is making me sick. durnit! well i still miss josh. i think that if he came back and asked me out again, i wud forget all about zach and jesse and be with josh. we just never got to really have anything when we went out. the only memories we have are bad ones. except for a few things.... ugh teachers are soo annoying. mrs middleton makes us present crap. i think its stupid. mr mingle did that last year except me and ashley got used to doing it but now i dont like doing it anymore. blah. i sware... i almost got a referal yesterday bc mrs osborne thought i wrote on the seat(bus seat that is)...which i did but she doenst know that bc i wiped it off. biznitch. this other dude wrote on the same seat this morning and he got a referral and a vandalisim report to the fuzz. im glad she didnt catch me. she wudnt ahve known if travis hadnt of stood up. idiot. ah anyways. ugh i have a headache and i dont feel good dagummit. ima tell jesse tomorrow that he made me sick. lol...poor me. i think i might curl up on the couch(that i hate) and just watcha movie or eat soup or something u do when ur sick. but ill still go to school. even tho i wud be missing that presentation.....but i wud rather have a few minutes of embarrasment than go a whole day without seeing cerain people. i guess. you make me feel like im a whore...like im the one who's sent to bore you, it's always gonna be this way, get the fuck away!