we're out of green tea...dammit. oh well, i had to warm up some regular tea instead....we were just at wal mart too... which reminds me, i saw miriah at wal mart. my mom is crazy. and now miriah knows this. i think my mom might have scared her....it happens to alot of people... well first, we went to blockbuster and i got some movies and then on the way back to the truck my mom saw her ex's truck. yeah...looked just like it, must be him. so we went inside 'to get cat and dog food' and started looking around stalking the guy...we never saw him in that store....but i was walking to the other end to get a milkshake and i heard someone say my name and it was miriah....so i went back and met her dad, then we found my mom and they met...then i went back to get a milkshake with miriah. then we went back to the other end of the store and my mom talked about wierd stuff....boobs were one of the topics...not sure how exactly... anyways, miriah had to go and then we left. mom had checked outside and apparently he...her ex...david is his name so i'll just say david now...his truck wasnt there. so mom was all depressed and dissapointed so we were going back to her truck but then she saw his at blockbuster....so instead i ran to put the food up then we walked over to blockbuster... again. he was standing right inside in the front. went over and stood by him...it was akward at first..but they started talking. i bought some movies (mom was in a good mood after seeing him) (van helsing, queen of the damned, and return of the king..go me!) and then they walked out side and talked for HALF AN HOUR and then we finally left. i wasnt complaining though becuase i know how much mom still likes him...she's wierd. i almost went home with miriah. and my mom might have let me. but she cant drive. becuase she isnt over her surgery yet, so i have to. and she wouldnt have been able to get home....but anyways. MIRIAH HAS A MUSTANG...I ENVY HER...EXTREMLY!!!! AND ITS RED!!! how unfair is that...grr. speaking of akward...i had to draw a penis in mrs mill's class today. that was wierd. the reproducive anatomy of the male and female reproductive system..yeah had to draw both of them, and i still have them, in my bad i carried around a penis all day...go me... we played guitar in first...mike came in my second period...we played more guitar and watched some of the matrix...the end of it actually but i wasnt paying attention...mike and i were too busy playing with each others ears....(some fetish he has...try it sometime...he likes ears) then instead of art class...i was with mrs medley today. and mike made me play her sweet home alabama. which i mostly suck at. she thought it was good so either she was being nice or i can actually play it...hmm im not sure... i feel so bad. i made jesse promise to come to school...he came too late for lunch and i only saw him in sixth, then i left him for the battle of the bands. i almost went back but im glad i didnt. it was so awesome. daryl's band was the only good part. andrew and his brother played a weezer song...pink triangle...totally screwed it up. didnt even sound the same...pissed me off. but then it was ok, becuase i got to sit on kati's lap...woooo....!! we were all layingon each other and stuff...it was good times. ah yes, much good. i think it was more for paul than it was for kati...but it was awesome. thats about it for my day...it was the best i've had in a while...but then oh i almost forgot....i might have made a big mistake... i said i love you. i told jesse i loved him. why did i do that???!?!?!?! it just came out..i didnt even mean to. we were at my bus and i was about to get on and he said i miss you and i said i love you....ahh im so stupid. why did i say that. i had told myself i wouldnt say that because i almost did yesterday....ahhh! then he kept looking at me with this face that made me want to jump on him...ack, what is wrong with me. phantom of the opera...this movie rocks. you should see it. i miss jesse... summer sucks man. i got the grudge...maybe i can get davy to come over tomorrow and we can stay up late and watch it...yay. or i'll just watch it by my self....in the day time of course....that movie scared me..i dunno why. anyways, i guess that's all of my day...it was fun. i hope i have another one like it soon... I LOVE YOU ALMOST AS MUCH AS I HATE MY MOM... (HEHE)