well, im just sitting here. doing nothing. talking to my sister, matt, and jacob. not much to talk about though. i just gave my dog a cough drop. my cd keeps skipping on my favorite song, imaginary. pisses me off. tomorrow i have to cook red velvet cake, banana pudding, and clean the house, and my mom left me this list, i told her to let me see it so i could start tonight. ha yea well i saw it and i have come to the conclusion that i dont like lists. or my mom. its hard to believe im sitting at home on a tuesday wide awake at 9:30 bc there is no school, because it is the thanksgiving holiday already. next week is DECEMBER! time is going by so fast. i keep wanting it to go slow and i keep saying i dont want to grow up but i realized today that its because i feel like im wasting my time. i have no relationships except my friends, and they're ok. my best friend i hardly get to see bc she is alll ways busy. or with other friends. most of my friends seem to always be with other friends. hmm. well i guess i am too. i hang out with different crowds. wow i always end up going to write about one thing and end up going to another boring part of my life. i guess i cant stay on topic. hm another defect. ah neways. i think ive written enough.