well it's saturday...once again. one of the first in a while that i'm still in the state and cant see mike. but i will see him tomorrow so it's all good. last night i was babysitting for two kids. it was supposed to be three but was only two. they were really good kids so it wasnt hard at all. and they went to bed just two hours after we got there. i got 100 dollars for it...although part of it is my mom's..and she is sending me to walmart in about an hour to buy groceries and stuff with it. we were supposed to work today..but ended up not. which is good. because i am tired of working. i went job searching thursday and i should have a job within the next three weeks at least. so i went to mike's house yesterday...just hung out..and now i'm fresh out of ciagarettes. and i'll probably have to wait a long time to get some..idk maybe tomorrow i can. my mom almost got me a pack last night...i dont know where it came from but we were talking about it but she didnt because she didnt want to wake the kids up by leaving and then coming back. even though she left me at about ten and then i finally got home around twelve. well i guess that's it...i've been eating ever since i got up...yeah..sounds like fun right...ok i'm going to go. and i cant wait until tomorrow so i can have sex with my boyfriend becuase it's been a week... cheers...