well, its friday again. i've done alot todayl. first i went to school. which was fun. i put eyeliner on miguel and devin, and brandon, and tried to put it on mike but he wouldnt cooperate...then they tried jesse but he wasnt doing it either. so yeah, today was pretty good. ugh and then, in sixth period jesse comes in all upset about something and wouldnt say what it was until we got to my bus. he saw me and daryl walking to class and daryl was trying to tickle me...and jesse thought he grabbed my ass. so he asked me and i was like no. of course not. so yeah, that was dumb. then when i got home i did some stuff....nothing important, then my mom comes in my room and asks me ever so nicely what im doing...she wanted something i could tell. turns out she wanted me to go around the front yard and clip vines and palmettos...which i did. not fun lemme tell ya. i missed a lot but i got a lot too. then she wanted crab legs, but didnt want to get dressed to go out and eat...so we went to walmart and got some. along with a chocolate cake with CHERRY filling in the middle. its yummy. i ate a jar of cherries today. a whole jar. it was great. so then i had a beer, washed my face, and went into town with my mom to buy crab legs and stuff....came home, ate some stuff. now my mom is getting ready to go out and dance at the bar/restuarant thingy for a bit. while i of course stay at home. i'd go but i dont feel like standing around with a bunch of drunk men..... anyways. i miss jesse already. i wish he lived close to me, so he could come over while she was out. but he cant. so im just bored, and lonely. i think i deserve it, so when she leave, i'll drink another beer. she wont notice....maybe. yeah she will, but i dont care. well, that is if she doesnt drink them both before she leaves....i gotta work on my scrap book this weekend. it's gonna be awesome. yep yep...awesomeness in the making. tom petty rocks. he may be old school but he'll always be good. i was raised on his music, i've always liked it.... *ponders the thought* IM SO BORED. SO SO BORED!!!! i have to work with mom tomorrow...again. then after we get finished, we're going to pick davy up and go swimming at the juniper run. it should be fun. i guess. it's usually busy on saturdays tho. but we'll be going kidna late so maybe some of them will leave. mom owes me 40 dollars now. 20 for shovelling dirt...which gave me blisters and bruises...and 20 for what i did today. i told her it was worth more than that...but i'd take 40 since mother's day is coming up. she didnt find it as humerous as i had intended it to be....i dunno how she expects me to get her anything...if im always with her. what the hell do you get your mother for mother's day? ....i could just give her money...but that doenst make sense bc the money i have came from her....maybe i can sneak something when she takes me to the dollar store tomorrow...or just buy it with her knowing..it wont matter anyways. she'll still get it...anyways, my back hurts and im tired of typing. im really tired anyways...i'll probly be asleep soon. its almost ten...she'll be leaving soon.