today was crap! first im really tired. second everyone wanted to piss me off today. i would get mad...get over it in a bit, then some other bonehead would come along and screw it up again. third, jesse wasnt even here today. oh two days is a long time, im going to miss you. well come to school dopey and maybe you wont miss me. three days is even longer. fourth, i have so much shit to do that stupid shakespear essay...ded's...four tests this week...book projects...books to read...so much it's always a lot at once...it's never evened out...it's always a lot, or none. blah. i hate school. i was hyper this morning up until lunch, then jesse not being here ruined my mood. which turned into a bad one, then i just got really tired and depressed...then by the time sixth period rolled around...i was really getting into my depressed mood and it felt like one of those days i used to have back when i was single and lonely...which is basically what i was today. and i keep gotdamn eating! bloody hell! shut up you are not my mother.