*i still remember the world from the eyes of a child slowly those feelings were clouded by what i know now* well today was...interesting... i got my car back. which is really good. i was going to get on the bus in the morning looking really gothic and scare all the freshman...but i am driving to school instead..bc i'm not riding the bus unless i absolutely have to. ( i'm still going to look...somewhat...freakish tomorrow) there's something ..that's been bothering me ..for a little while now..and yeah..it's still there. i hide it pretty good eh? *where has my heart gone..and uneven trade for the real world i want to go back to, believing in everything* ok i guess that's it. i dont really know what else to say...except..i love miriah..becuase she is my very awesome sister...yes..she is my sister now...oh and i love mike too..but i'm sure you all knew that... cheers.