well mrs mill's stupid lizard died a few days ago. and of course she blames me and liz. even tho its been over a month. she just looks for something to be mad at me about. i know she really dislikes me now. well tomorrow is our new bell schedule which suck major big monkey anus!!!! its so stupid and i hate it. but ill still have lunch with devin, carl, and jesse. oh the goodness. i've given up on them all. who cares if i have a boyfriend or not. really....not me. not anymore. its just too much work. i mean you like a guy and then you wonder if he likes you and you flirt and then you see he is flirting with other girls and other girls like him, and ugh its just too much touble. and besides, well i dont know, even though it might be nice, just forget it. same with josh, his week i gave him to come back is over! over i say!!! i shall forget them all!