it doesnt make me mad anymore it just makes me really sad to know that he is not happy and there is nothing i can do because he wont talk to me. i know its between him and ashley and i hope i havnet done anything wrong but i wish it would stop. i got up at 5:30 this morning so i could try and talk to him but i guess he isnt going to be on. it just makes me want to sit here and cry. and i have. sometimes i feel like i make the problem worse. maybe i do. i dont know. i dont even know whats going on with him. and i wish he cared enough to tell me.