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gee i havent written in here since last thursday, hmm lets see what has happened....nothing, nothing, oh and lets not forget...nothing. life is full of surprises. i am hungry, but im waiting for my mom to come home with cereal!...which i will eat. but until then, im really hungry. im tired, but today i was in a pretty good mood. even though we had that stupid fcat writes thingy. which was pretty easy except i had a stupid prompt for my essay and it was about study hall and i didnt like it and i was mad bc i didnt think i would do very good on it since i didnt like the prompt. but i think i did ok. jesse wasnt at school today. amanda was though so things could have been worse. i dressed up today, tomorrow im wearing my pajamas. yay. that sounds great. and....oooh....i might not wear any make up....but damn who cares anymore. i have no one to impress, not even myself bc that hardly works in the first place. ugh and then mrs middleton gave us a test today and it was pretty easy except she has to be difficult and make us write an essay, which i was not looking forward to since i had just written a five paragraph one three periods earlier. and oh look, now im writting another one. my sister is drifting away from me. she has been for a long time now. almost a year. ever since she started to date richard. after that it was like everytime we talked i either helped her with a guy problem, mostly about richard, or ben, and then i told her my problems and she would go back to her problems. and i understand i mean none of her friends can give her any good advice because they're all nutballs, so im glad that she comes to me for advice, but she never really tells me anything anymore and i dont tell her because, well, im sure she cares because after all she is my sister, but she doenst act like it, i cant talk to someone who doesnt want to listen. well now that i've vented the past 5 days in one entry, which i left out everything i did this weekend like being bored, babysitting, gettin very very sick, and then gettin better sort of and then everyone seems to have gotten sick out of no where, its freaky. especially with all this mess of a wierd diseas in jacksonvile and somethign else in gainsville. the world is coming closer to the end each day.
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I think you have an excellent point... The worlds end is near... Let's all run 'round and loot places and kill all the people we don't like! W00! Oh, and if you ever feel like I don't want to listen when your talking to me... Slap me 'round the face. Hard. Even though I shouldn't, because I honestly wanna hear what you have to say.. And now I sound like one of those teachers, the ones that say "you can talk to me, I'll listen, really... I want to
Stupid comment length limit... I ran out of room... What was I saying? Oh yeah, I sound like a teacher that says that they really care and they wanna help and they're you're friend and then they call your parents when you... Sorry, I'm ranting... Stupid fifth grade teacher... Well now, I've got room to say something and I forgot what I was going to say! crap on a stick... do I feel stupid... Oh yeah, that essay question on the test sucked ass, an
bleck! and that poo about how we were all warmed up was crap! All of our mad essay skills had been drained because of that stupid bloody FCAT (which should die very very soon) and I forgot all about whatever their names were... I kept thinking of Malcom X and John Brown and other crazy people, but not whatsisname or whatsisname! It's enough to make a body angry on the inside! I'm ranting again, aren't I? I'm glad you feel better though, sucks ass
being sick... Wow, four now... Now I have absolutely nothing left to say... not one, not a thing... Zip... eh... Must.... fill... empty... space... with...pointless...blather! You know what's funny? Scented pads. Or even better, scented tampons... I understand the whole "cover up blood" thing but why on earth would you want the region between your legs to smell like Lavender? Who invented that?! "I know, I know, LAVENDER scented!"