well, i think things are as cleared up as they are gonna get. yesterday was really involved....today it's pretty still. at least stevie didnt make me appologize first like matt did. (i hate having to go appologize for saying stuff that i meant to say....but i cudnt lose matt's friend ship that one time.....) mom's back....yes, she's still here. she's not leaving again....damn. it was nice not having her nagging self around for three days. oh how i miss the solitude. and now im stuck in the house with her for another 5 days. joy. i'll tell you one thing, i will have children just so they can clean my house. just like my mom does to me. i dont like kids, they are annoying and talk to much, and have way too much energy. but when they get about 12 or 13, that's when you make them do stuff for you. i will treat my kids just like my mom has treated me. there is no way in HELL im washing dishes for the rest of my life. i mean i'll have to do it in college, then when i get out of college, i'll make my husband do it when im pregnant, and until i can stop paying my every waking hour to that little crying baby i will probably one day have and they won't have a dishwasher either. oh no, they arent getting off easy like that. my luck i'll probly have twins. God help me. Here's some more of my work....this one's a masterpeice....(not really i just said that because it seems to be about a theatre or play or something...) Upon the stage of righteousness Fallen soilders claim their prize In the theatre of light Where darkness masters in disguise Catch me as I fall Out of my sky painted suicide Send me back to the encore Where they clap as a way of good-bye An audience of haunted stares Eyes full of regret Blank faces lost of expression Heavy hearts that can't forget Cursed among the living Pleading a blessing of eternal grace As they watch, they cry 'Can we never leave this place?' Sweet relief with a painful kiss Betrayal backstage So she's not what you wanted No need to put holes in her face So I'm not the prettiest girl in the world What else makes you hate me Cover up the lies on my face Written in blood but no on sees Go back out there They're calling for you, can't you hear If I never see you again That is my only fear