well let's see...i stayed the night at stevie's monday...came back tuesday...i was planning on coming home friday, but, i went home today instead. and here i am..at home..on my computer...that is very slow. but i have music now. so things even out. my mom is taking me to daytona tomorrow... yeah, it should be a blast... i kind of wish i was going to the warped tour instead... but well, my dad didnt want us going by our selves, and well, it just didnt work out i guess. bummer, well this is the first summer in years that i've not seen at least one concert...oh wait, i take that back. i did go see starship with my mom the weekend after school got out. but you know, it wasnt exactly one of my favorite bands. but it still counts. i'm very tired. i still dont have phone service on my cell, there's a candy bar in our kitchen...and i cant eat it. any other time i wouldnt care...but i cant eat it, it has nuts and caramel...how unfair is this. whenever i go see my dad, it's like time stops and i'm living someone else's life. the i come home and well, when school is in it feels like i only missed a few days and then i'm back to normal...but during the summer it just feels like i'm reliving those days again, seeing as how this summer has taken forever. and still taking it's time, to me. it was nice having a cd player in my car on the way home though. very nice. i even listened to my old seether cd, that i havent heard since..um...some time in the first semester last year. it's been a while. then i listened to kittie until i got home, i havent had a chance to listen to that whole cd so i did today. it's good. too bad they broke up. i got some money...i thought, on the way home, i can finally buy that dress now. the one i saw in that thrift store and wanted to badly. but, my mom said she didnt know where the 110 dollars for my insurance was going to come from, so i told her i had it. which leaves me about....50 dollars. i didnt really want to spend it all right away, but if if i want that dress, i guess i will. or actually, i'll probably just buy some other stuff that i actually need. makes me really sad, that dress is probably still there, too. every time i get money there's some grown up thing i have to spend it on. one of the things i really dont like about having a car, and responsibility..i have to pay for everything. i didnt think i'd get a cd player in there until my birthday but my dad decided to get it last weekend. as you probably read...so i feel like i should use my money for something practical. instead of a 60 dollar dress that i'll probably never wear unless i get married in it...and then keep forever until it turns into dust. it might get messed up if i wore it to school.. or it might just be too fancy for school but i wouldnt care. meh, decisions, do they ever go away. i guess not. well, i dont have much more time to be on...enjoy the night my pretties. it might be your last. too bad i'll spend this one alone. cheers.