ugh really tired today. got some homework, which sucks. i cut my self earlier this week and i have a bandaide on my wrist with some bracelets and this girl in my 5th period saw it and she started talking to me about it bc she said she used to do that and said that now she took medication for it. and i was tellin her that i didnt want to take medicine for anything bc i didnt think i needed it and that i can control it and i can stop if i wanted to which i think i will bc she brought up a good point that i shundnt let people bother me that much, but yea neways, so we talked about that and stuff and well today was pretty shitty....wanna know why...of course you dont which is why im going to tell you anyways.. 1. it got hot! i mean its hot now, its only two weeks till the first day of winter and its 80 degrees outside. i was miserable last night bc i took the big fan i had in my room out bc i thought i wudnt need it anymore and now i will have to put it back. 2. three pairs of batteries this morning and all of them DEAD, my cd player wudnt work. 3. i had to hear nelly, jessica simpson and some other chick at their poor attempts of entertainment this morning on the big twinky (bus). 4. jesse wasnt at school today, neither was he monday, but he was there yesterday. 5. im really tired bc last night i cudnt get hardly any sleep bc it was so fucking hot. 6. my teachers must have had trouble sleeping last night too bc all of them seemed to be in a bad mood. 7. my mom wanted to argue with me yesterday and i was mad at her into today bc it was about my last day of being grounded...which was yesterday. well it think thats about it. im sure there were some other things like people kept saying what the hell is wrong with u when i wud snap at them but hey, it happens. deal with it not everyone in life will be happy to see you. i have to work on my stupid fucking art project. its so stupid i hate that class. its pointless. but i have to have the damn credit. its dumb. plus i have to work on my stupid book project...which is due friday thank you...even tho im almost finished. i cud have already been finished bc i had the whole thing done until mr walker decided to change the format and i had to throw away everything but my ded's. but newho...its nice to be back ...i missed it. ok well buh bye now.