i didnt get to eat any cereal like i said i was going to in my last entry because my mom didnt get home until 9 o clock, so i ended up eating something else and going to bed to read when she did finally get here. teachers are stupid, and i dont like the way they teach. mrs mills, i ha....dislike her emensly. (trying not to use hate so much, i use it too much and its such a strong word..) well mr walker is a good teacher his class is good. but the rest are crap. Crap i tell you!! eh hem, neways, scented pads and tampons are wierd. my mom got some for me a long time ago and they smelled like roach spray. seriously! they were nasty, we were walking through walmart and i kept saying i smell bug spray and my mom was like i dont know what your talking about you wierd little child, of course she didnt say that but im sure she was thinking it, and then it turns out it was my damn pads. nasty. i've dont know about scented tampons i stick to the unscented ones and they work just fine for me. i was still a little upset about the whole jesse and amanda thing today but after a while it wore off. its not that he has a girlfriend, its not that he wont break up with her (not that i want him to..) its because its my fault that i didnt show him enough that i liked him therefore he didnt know, and the thing that really bugs me is that he obviously likes amanda or he would have never gone out with her and if they did break up and he asked me out i would just feel like second choice or....NEXT!! comes to mind. like people waiting in line to buy something one person it finished and then they say next and then the next person comes along RIGHT AFTER the last person. and i have no idea what he has been doing with her, the thought is a bit sickening but still, blah, like i told devin today, everything is just fucked up now. speaking of fuck....no i havent had hot nasty sex with anyone ...lately.....er ok back to the point.... we were in sixth period doing busy work as the lovely mrs middleton took a sick day and left us with a substitute and i was working with mike and jesse and brandon and i called mike a lazy ass biotch and then jesse says that he had never really heard me cuss which i find hard to beleive because i thought everyone had heard me say lots of bad words and then brandon acted like i had never said any either so i suppose ill have to cuss more. hm... in first we played guitar for the past two days which rocked, migu...er i mean micheal as he would like to be called now....*rolls eyes and gets frustrated because that makes three now that i have to keep up with*...neways and i let him borrow my tape thingy about electric guitars and i let him have one of my picks and we were messin around with it and it was fun. i didnt play though everytime i play in front of people i mess up like its the first time i've tried whatever im playing which makes me mad and i cant concentrate on what im doing which makes me mess up even more....which is why im not sure i'd want to sing in darryl's band because im not sure if i could do it in front of people like that, by myself. well i am already planning for valentine's day. it will be a day or mourning, as i will dress and act like i am attending a funeral. oh what fun i'll have! sighs....good times. ok i suppose im done here, well um, yea.