well i am now dating jesse. (yay!) things are going pretty good now. i am still somewhat depressed at some times but i think thats just me. i was going to write this long entry about this whole week but well, my mom just came home and im all occupied so maybe i'll write more tomorrow. actually there isnt that much to write except that jesse asked me out monday before i got on the bus, he wasn't there tuesday because i was still sick and said i probably wouldnt come but, of course, i did. so then the rest of the week was pretty normal. the nrt test thingy was wednesday and that was really annoying. tomorrow im going to the movies with davy, i think, and jesse and mike might be going too. its not very organized and im not sure what will happen but so far that's the plan. then davy and i are planning to go just the two of us monday. if that's possible, if not then we can do something else i guess. tomorrow i have to wash clothes...joy...not having a dryer really really SUCKS!!! really sucks. anyone who has ever not had a dryer knows what im talking about and it sucks ass. i can't wait until we get it fixed. i dont think there is anything else that i really left out....oh wait yea that dream, well i had forgotten all about it until i read those comments...(i havent been able to be online since last saturday) and it had to do with daryl and it was just kind of wierd because he kissed me and well he is a really great guy and i can talk to him about anything and thats great and guys like that are hard to find. but i like jesse so i kind of disregarded it. (i can't bring myself to say i love him. i don't know why but maybe i don't yet. or something i don't know) anyways, i guess that's it. making mac and cheese and drinking my yummy green tea, i am prepared for a good weekend. and hopefully my anticipations will be fulfilled.