ugh, what a day. im not sure why it was so ....well i dont know. it was kind of long, and tiring. i hate mrs mills today. more than yesterday, anyways. lalalala there's something i cant see something different in the way you smile behind those eyes you lie that song rocks. it was stuck in my head all day....and i had the strongest urge to just start singing it to my self....but i didnt want anyone to hear me so i didnt. im bored, i keep binging. i need to get out of the house, away from the food. i've already eaten, the rest of the soup from last night i made, peanut butter, and three or so cups of cereal...blah. i came home today.... mom:hey, how was your day? me:uh...it was ok, but im tired.. mom: oh ...sweep and mop the kitchen...oh and give your dog a bath... me:um, sure. i'll get right on it... yeah, my mom really cares what kind of day i had right....ha, no. she just says that everyday because she probably thinks ignoring me would make me feel less loved...or some bullshit like that. jesse was at school today. tomorrow is that tenth grade feild trip, of which i will not be attending. like i am paying money like that to ride on a bus for three hours with lots of people i dont even like...and then get sunburned and sick off of rides when i could do that with people i actually like..and have no time limit. no, i will not give this school any more of my money...i'm already paying 55 fucking dollars for a damn yearbook..why? well becuase i want to thats why. hmm....entry titles are weird.... oh which bring me to my next point...today i talked to cathy, becuase miguel told me a little more about the thing...i mentioned yesterday...and i had to say something. she said she wasnt mad anymore at him...and that things were ok now. but i had to talk to her because it was somewhat my fault....stupid bitch...her little friend jennifer or whatever read what i wrote...and went a snitched it to cathy making it a bigger deal than it was...stupid whore...yeah if your reading this fuck off. it's none of your mother fucking business what i do ok bitch... ..... cathy's a nice girl though. i'd hate for her to be mad at me...or him. for something like that...something so SMALL. bugger. well, im bored now. i guess that's all i had to say...i'd better go wash the dog...oh yay, sounds like such fun doenst it.