so this is what love feels like? i took mike home today. well...to where he's staying right now anyways. it's so great to have a car. except for the everyone wants a ride part....but anyways, back to mike... well we talked on the way..about stuff...and he told me today that me being around tim and stuff..well he doenst like it..so i'm staying away from tim. ( i know i said that before..but that was bc of chelsea...now i'm doing it for mike...) but if i didnt have a million things to do today....i would have stayed a bit with him. but i couldnt. and i hope my mom doesnt get suspicious of all that clay on my car...because my dirt road is just..well dirt, it's ok if she does..i dont really care. after he kissed me goodbye..i could feel it for like an hour after that...and i could smell him even now..and it's so great. i dont think he has any idea how much i love him. but i think he will. those roses mike gave me..i sware they're the prettiest ones i've ever seen..and they still are...i'll keep them forever. i worry about josh, i wish i could help him. but i dont know what to do. i guess i'll help him if he asks me...but that's all i can do is wait for him to. today was pretty good. and so was yesterday. daryl's going out with rikki..i have a wonderful boyfriend and im not grounded anymore..i've got money..and i'm going shopping this weekend with davy...and right now, life is good. i say it's about time. cheers.