Listening to: kittie-sugar
Feeling: depressed
What would you tell me
If tomorrow wasn't coming
How would you say good-bye
Would you still lie to me
Is it in you to take my last breath
Steal this away just like everything else
Things can never be right again
Look at my face and tell me
You dont' love me anymore
Keep pretending you can't read my face
We both know what i'm thinking
This isn't how I wanted things to be
You should have never come back
This life is pulling me down
Mercy lost its chance
Grace can't save me now
If these mirrors could lie
Would I feel any better
Feelings faded
Emotions overused
Could this really be the end
Stop breathing with me
This death was made for two
Together we can find the reasons
Without you this doesn't make sense
Catch me and we'll both go down
Our fates can show the world
We've wasted tears to make dirty blood
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push me further
she looks so pretty
pull me closer
such a tragedy
beaten down to what she's really worth
i can see in your eyes
the things you've tried so hard not to say
time means nothing
she's lost
what's left to say
such a pity
don't make me suffer for what you've lost
if we pretend it never happened
patching these holes with temporary relief
all the wrong things you said
all those tears i've cried
they haven't helped her at all
i tried to walk away
but these roads go in circles
there's no end to this cycle
stop trying to cheat
it's your fault
and i hate her for it
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when you wake up
and search for my face
i'll be here waiting
when you wake up
i'll know things will be ok
so peacful in your sleep
i wonder who you're dreaming of
so cold
you feel so far away
when you wake up
i'm still waiting
if you only knew
how much i begged for my life
instead of yours
you promised i wouldn't have to be afraid
wispered i'll be there, and closed your eyes
still waiting
these eyes see the truth
you were so afraid to leave
i wanted to go with you
so now i will
i'll lay beside you
dreaming the pain away
when you wake up
i'll be here
i promise
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-Matti