hi everyone, this is an awesome song. i walk this empty street on the bulevard of broken dreams and im the only one and i walk alone. boring day at school. had to pee alot. we're doing this project for my biology class where we drink a gallon of water everyday to see what effects it has. ive peed 7 times today already. and i only drank 3 quarts so far. we have to drink 4 of them at different parts of the day. yea so. yea. mom has finaly paid the computer bill so im finally on here. havnet seen this site since friday. whoa. not like i missed much tho, obviously. i saw the GRUDGE saturday. scared the shit out of me. had trouble going to sleep that night. creepy shit. but it was a good movie tho i guess. my shadow's only one that walks beside me my shallow heart's the only thing thats beating i love that frekin song man. i want that cd. i must have it. baaad day today. started my period at school. how horrifying is that. had cramps all day. it sucked man. majorly. im having a party, again, at new years. and yay....ppl will come to this one!! i told carl nd jesse, and ima tell devin whenver i can rememember, mike and ima tell miguel too. and other ppl. jesse asked me if it was gonna be like a 2 year old's birthday party. ha i said they could bring what they wanted to be there. so yea. its gonna be fun. and ironicly, its carl's birthday that day. which is so awesome. so yea its all cool. well i guess thats it. i dont like zach anymore. its not worth it. what's the point if he would rather go out with that other chick, altho thinking of it makes me wonder if i have already written this. hmm. i think i have. oh well. i did it again. i still think about josh. there's this guy at school who looks almost exactly like him. he's hot. wish i knew him. i should talk to him sometime. but i only see him walking to classes and stuff. besides, i think i like jesse neways. but i dunno. i mean yea i like him but i dunno if i should get into that. id better quit saying i shouldnt do this and that with guys this time last year i had already had two bfs. two now. working on my third. ah well. i guess its a year of chillin on the relationship thingy. kind good i guess.