you know what else bugs me, ... whenever i go into town like in a store or soemthing, (if im wearing something wierd, which i always am, or if im wearing really dark makeup, or sometimes if im not) people look at me like im a death angle. like im going to steal their soul if they keep lookin directly at me. i sware this one time i was in wal mart and everyone that looked at me looked way just as quick and like sheilded their eyes. it was freaky, yet a little cool. people call me a freak or wierd and i say thank you. then that tends to make them look at me like i have a hearing problem. ah well, i like cough drops. they are addictive. so is gum. im addicted to both. you know whats funnie, the new t-shirts at t-shirthell.com. they're funnie. i hate onions im proud of the cake i made today. its b-e-a-utiful. im going on a camping trip tomorrow with four other women. kady, davy, my dog, and my mother. i dont think ive ever done anything like that without some kind of guy there. last year we went camping on thanksgiving and my mom's bf came. then all the other times it was her husband. who isnt her husband anymore and everytime i talk about him i say my ex-step-dad. well its a lot to say but i dunno what else to call him. lol. thats annoying too, that lol thing. laugh out loud. people say lol to almost everything and they arent even laughing on the inside they're just sitting there staring at the screen like man this conversation is boring and they say lol to everything the other person says. u know what else is annoying, computers. people love them bc they're so great, but then people hate them bc they suck. makes so much sense. kinda like life, people love it bc its so much fun, and then people hate it because it sucks monkey tails. i dont like to use the word balls alot bc some people actually find that enjoyable. *shivers*