Home day after tomorrow... Ben day after tomorrow. I'm excited... and happy. Our telephone and texting relationship isn't the best thing ever... but when I see him it just gets so much better. we talk... when he wakes up. noon ish, most everyday. we talk on his way to work or just before.. usually. and on each of his breaks. He tells me he'll call me on his way home. he doesnt. ever... and it annoys me that he says hes going to but he doesnt. usually by the third phone call we really don't have much to say. a lot of hmmm uhh whattt ohhh hmph 's.. I'm just glad that nothing is different when I see him. he surprised me the other day... just showed up on my doorstep. called me, said i had a fed ex package delivered and to go look.. there he was. that was one of the best feelings i've had in a loong time. even if it was 8 at night and he had to leave at noon the next day. I was so happy. i had an idea he was coming.. he called me right when he got out of class and said he was going to his moms for dinner.. then he asked if i would be home in 2 hours when he got home.. 2 hours? hmmm thats how long it takes to get here on the bus... hmm.. but then he called and said he was driving and on his way home from his moms so i thought he really wasnt coming until he told me to go look for my box outside. i don't know what to do next year.