I've been in a weird mood all day... not quite hyper but sort of. Last night was the first night i slept a somewhat decent amount.. 10 hours!!! Winter fricken ball is sometime in january and asshole won't shut up about it. I don't really want to go. At all... It's just not my thing and shes being all dumbish about it.. I mean if some incredibly gorgeous kid asks me.. I may consider.. though 'tis not likely. :) Chaaaa i got really weird feeling when asshole told me she was at johnny's today. I just don't want her to have him. He's mine. I own him.. and I don't want him to get his heart broken..I care too much. Its not like I dont want him, and i dont want anyone else to have him. I just don't want her to... And yeah its definitely not my place to tell him shes a hoebag and that i'd be angry with him if he went back to her. Every single time they break up she calls me and cries and tells me she wants him back. I'm sick of it. I am sick of being in the middle. It's not like I chose to be in the middle... she drags me into it... kicking and screaming! I was talking to bruce today.. that was a laugh and a half.. hes changed so much.. he became really immature; to the point where a conversation could not be persued. He was giving me crap about my personal life (not his place) and a bunch of crap. It was interesting.. he can do what ever... he said he regrets falling in love with me.. that was a nice statement.. made me feel great! Me and Neala have been talking a lot... Good stuff.. shes cool to talk to.. she's not one sided like many.. cough cough cough.. There's something wrong with kyle.. don't know what.. but I read him like a picture book.. I've always been able to. Though I don't know why I care...He thinks I want tony... "bad" Tony is just gorgeous... and yes I would do him 8) until. :(