watched sweet november tonight. cried. so much. fuck. I am so in love with him. I can't even put words together.. its ahhh. I'm over whelmed. i don't want this year to end. i dont want to go away. I want to spend more than the next 6 months with him. It makes me so upset to think about it. I can't stop. I'd also like to thank sister hazel for the song "all for you" cause thats my life.