I am an ass. straight up. I went to savannah's the other night and we stayed at ricky's with his friend kyle. I was wayy toooo hammered for words.. you have no idea. I took a shower. Kyle took one with me.. oh yeah we banged on ricky's bathroom flooor. yess we did. oh yeah and then I walked out of the bathroom in a towel.. and ricky's dad was in the recliner.. right there. SUPER. I died. oh shit. kyle was really cute. do I even know his last name?. NOPE I do not think so. god. oh yeah he's like 20. he goes to UMO.. and he's really smart so I did someone.. knowing ben really likes me, well technically I don't know he does but well I think he does. he knows I stayed at ricky's with savannah.. but yeah thats as far as we went. I guess the good thing is that I compared everything he did to ben.. okay thats not really good, that's mean too but. ahh! so i was dieing friday.. serious dry heaving. cause I regurgitated the entire contents of my stomach the night before and just dieing. and stevo texted me!! ahh I forgot about stevo. what a cute kid. so I was sick and dieing and not a happy camper and ben called so I went there and had no intention of staying over but I did and he was really sick and ahh. not good. and I told my dad I'd be home early but I didnt come home until 4 and ahh! bad o bad o bad.