I dont know. I am dead. soo dead. work is lame. I'm so tired. I need to catch up on my sleep. I need ben to want to hang out tomorrow night. I need him to ahh I dont know. I just want to puke.. and I'm so tired and ahhh. cam's screwed. and he basically just said like no hanging out... yyeahhh. that sucks, it really does. and I know I was unsure about him and everything.. but I dont know. its crap. I'm fighting with cameron. of course. that's my life.. fighting and being mean and feeling bad and apologizing.. sweet. I want to just ahhh.