my head is .. pounding. alex hit me in the face. lord knows she is lucky I didn't hit her back. ben gets his truck tomorrow.. he's like a kid on christmas.. its so funny. I pretty much went the whole day with out being mean / a "grumpypuss" = :]... he was extra lovey today.. it was cute. buttt he needed to because he was being d bag and I didnt see him / talk to him saturday or sunday. I'm tres tired. and I really want.. ice cream from coldstone orrr cake maybe. mother asked me if I had eaten in weeks. what kind of question is that? of course I've eaten. tons. and crap too. because ben eats crap so I do too.. she said I was looking particularly "skinny" and I needed to start eating with her more often so I look more "meaty." how loving.