I guess I'm waiting for shit to fix itself. I am waiting for the exhaustion to just go away. I am waiting to feel better I am waiting for the 4 day weekend, so I can just sleep without end, and not work. I am waiting for smiles.. and laughing.. and people. I'm waiting for those brief smiles, that only come out around him. the laughing. his stupidity. and why don't I care about anyone.. christ, why don't I even care about myself. I am waiting for this semester to be over. I am waiting for summer, but the sad part is, so I can sleep and be stress free. I am waiting for me to stop waiting, and start acting. It's so far beyond laziness, its just exhaustion and unmotivation. I'm so passionate about so many things, yet I don't act. I want to be amazing in school, but I don't. I procrastinate, and again, I wait. I wait until I absolutely have to do it, and then it gets done, hurried and far from my capablities. waiting. that's what my life has come to. how pathetic.