such a tired week! Its starting to get cold.. the real kind... the below freezing kind.. so my back is dead. hips too. I've seen mike like three times this week.. ahah that was a fun time. He's been going to the marines and army recruiters which is good. heyy maybe he'll do something with his life. Ben's being ben.. and I've been a little more "emotional" this week than usual.. I don't think I like the word emotional.. Its more like I got mad when he didn't ask me to come over for house.. which is no reason to be mad and then I have to remind myself that whatever.. not a big deal.. I need to not care. bahhh but the next day I went over and he was like yeah I asked you what time, and I told him I got his text an hour after he sent it because my phone is dumb and he was like well you should have come over and ahhh he's so dumb. so tonight we go to the movies with Sebas and Molly... Molly got 18 long stem roses sent to her for her birthday.. Johnny of course. How cute is that one? The car is having shaking problems.. so no car until monday.. so parts don't fall off when I drive. bahhh I hate being stranded. alex and eric are home... she's being pleasant for now but we'll see how long that lasts. I'm freeezing right now... ahhh. ohh Ben.. I need serious sleeping time right now. sent in the NU app.. aka I better get in and ugh. so much stuff. so little time. not enough naps.. not enough naps with ben. not enough money.. not enoughhh day light and larry is stressed and its sad and bahhh.