school blows. x 10000 I dropped my phone in a puddle.. it was really cute because he texted me over those 2 or 3 days that I didn't have a phone and then he's like "oh are you too good to talk to me" because he's cool like that... I texted him tuesday when I got my phone back and told him of the puddle story and the tequilla... well he had already guessed that tequilla was involved... and I went over there to watch HOUSE. obviously I got absolutly smashed last night of summer. at dan's... and his party shirt.. and we had a dance party.. it was a good time. we didn't watch HOUSE. at all really, but it was good... realllly reallly good. I haven't talked to him since tuesday... oh well.. he snapped his computer in half. literally. he lets his anger build up.. and takes it out on inanimate objects... such as phones and now laptops.. swell. I miss cameron. and ben. I miss ben. I used to hate trying to sleep with him, like sleep with him there, because he'd always be touching me.. and yes its cute but I just needed the whole space thing. but now, I kind of need him there... even if he isn't touching me... just the presence... and WARMTH... good lord. I get so cold. blah.