last night I pretty much slept through the night.. no waking up.. just sleep. I sent in all my apps yesterday, and the rest got sent out today, ahh I need this crap to be done with. But I think I feel a little bit better..not so overwhelmed.. and I worked today.. HA.. but I was in a good mood, a productive mood.. stats test in the morning. know nothing. not going. Im trying to get into anoter econ class at usm, but I don't know when registration ended so I shot jean an email... mike called / saw him today at school, he leaves tomorrow.. thank god. but he wants to hang out which I don't really wanna do. Maybe I'll go give him a hug and call it good.. I think he loves me.. that sucks. Ben was annoying as all hell tonight.. we watched superbad.. well, I watched a little, became annoyed by the constant laughing and snort (yeah he snorts... its a new thing.. dont really know why) so I went up to bed and watched the history channel / fell asleep for 10 minutes and of course he jumped on me and broke every bone in my body. he didn't want me to leave. I didn't want to leave. I would have stayed there if I could have... I need a good naptime soon.. I cant stay mad at him.. even the little things like tonight when he was being obnoxious.. he decided to not act like a 5 year old and he curled up and kissed me on the nose... and stuck his face into my neck.. my collarbone.. and just layed there... He's so much bigger than I am.. it must look so ridiculous.. he fell asleep, and everytime I tried to get up he would grab me and say a few more minutes.. bahhh ohhh and april break... we're flyig with the sea birds.. part 2... here. woot woot.