I've had a sinus head ache for a good 48 hours now. yayyy. I love love love tristan for coming over the other day.. and jared.. and I love that they were like ehhhh about seth. but I'm doing it again. I love tristan.. and I was like fun.. a crush.. fun.. but as soon as we hung out its like, ahh no. friend.. not crush. I'm doing it again.. target.. achieve.. lose interest. but I still love tristan.. andd I love ben. and that's an issue..