I have to get shit off my mind. so I uhhh think I like cravin. gross. hes a user. and a fag. and a player. I don't get it. but anyway last night. when I was with all those kids... I don't know it was dumb. but like he grabbed my hand I was like. EFF YOUUU. you suck. and then when we were in the piggery he was a little toasted, and said something like " I like two of the girls here". (ashlee and michelle) ... well isnt that nice. ahh and before I was explaining to him that he seems to be such a player so it takes longer for girls to get close to him. and it's the truth. ahh I don't know. its fucking Mike Cravin. gayy. Next we have Jesse. ahh he's such a sweet heart. I don't know...it's jesse. it's all like WHOA>. yesterday was my "day for love" so I suppose that is why all this shit came up. but oh well. I don't care I love ashlee and michelle. they're so great. chirstine too. AND ALEXIS. shes my favorite. this summer should be grand. they're grand.