fuck everything. honestly. everything is all about everyone else but me. I get to fucking deal with everyone else's bullshit drama on top of mine. WHAT THE FUCK AM I. honestly, I am going to snap, not even fucking kidding. Leave me the fuck alone. All of you. play tomorrow.. maybe I won't have an incredibly shitty day. fuck that, I'm not getting my hopes up. I just puked. I am shaking.