IIIIIIIIII don't want to go to college. I lied. I do. but I don't want to deal with the app. process and be stressed. at all. I made ben a stocking.. it was cute. he got socks. and I went and just put it on his bed.. he was home but he was downstairs or soemthing so he didn't know I came... but he didn't say anything to me all afternoon.. so I was a little bummed.. but when I was at dinner with lexxy and her parents he texted me and said "did you stop by the house today?" and I said "nooo silly" and he said well, I don't know who to thank! and I said SANTA!.. so fun.. then he said he didn't know we were doing anything and he felt bad but he would make it up to me in the next couple days. how cute. but I said "nooo don't worry about itt I wanted tooo!" and he was all " :) :) :) :) " times like 10.. so I was happy. I feel better doing something for someone else.. like surprises.. it would be awkward for me if he got me something.. I wouldn't know what to say.. and I wouldn't have been able to just.. give it to him.. cause I can't do that either.. I don't like reactions.. but I got popcorn in my stocking and I forgot to put it in his.. I'll just bring it to him.. arghhh need a nap.