I'm making cookies instead of studying some spanish shit that I don't know. yum. I need a shower. I'm so tired. I slept until 9.. so that was like 9 hours of sleep.. then 2 more hours after I picked up adrienne and had something to eat... I don't have much to do other than study for tomorrow. But I have mass amounts of work for tuesday so I am going to do at least half of it that way I am not dead tomorrow night. fuck. I love johnny. he's so cute. I got the new phone finally.. I think I have a cold. which is gross. I hate being sick. ...DANO moved to california.. or at least he's there. I don't even know how that happened.. it doesn't make sense. at all. it's wierd.. sometimes I think about ben and think "hmm gross" just because I am so unattracted to him in someways.. some times.. but then it's like I am and he's so cute and blah blah blah. the fun of it all has slowly disappeared... a lot of the drive I had before has gone.. but some of it.. some of it comes and goes and sometimes I am like wow what a fucking retard.. but others it's like hmm I want him here. right next to me. here here here. bah. it's will's birthday. what a cute kid. argh.