rawr. I have perception and motivation. I am happy and I am healthy. Not only am I healthy, but I look it. These last two months I have not only felt so much better but really felt good. yayy me. lame it may sound but its weird. so many people make my days so much better and give me a reason to smile and be happy. and I wish I could have been like this for bruce. I feel so bad that I acted in such a way. We talked about it all like last week, and I think we're friends. which is good. hes with kiera, i'm happy for them. But anyway, I have changed so much in the last year, I really have. It's quite odd, actually. I think about the way I was and how I acted, it was me then.. but not me now. I am still the same, on the inside. I am still sarcastic and funny or what ever.. and I still dont care. Well I do. I care about school, and I care about the people I love, and I care about be healthy. Otherwise I dont. I went to my guidance couselor friday, and switched my schedule all around. I am taking; geometry Algebra II Honors English Pre AP History HOnors BIO Spanish III Real life / health. I am bummed because I was one of the few sophmores that got into photography, but I don't have enough room in my schedule for it. I think I am just going to take it the year after. I need to concentrate next year. I lost my concentration and lost my self this year. I am pumped that summer is here, but I dont know how much "partying" I will be doing, I just can't do it. It's all too much. Kyle left fishie to me. I love that kid. he'll forever be in my heart. I am going to PEAKS island today.. whoopee.