cammmbulance is "dating" chelsea.. cape chelsea... ahhh i can't wrap my head around it.. do this bother me?... it shouldn't. It's not my place to care.. he's not mine. ahh I just want bruce. i should call him. I'm going to . wow. I never thought those words would come out of my mouth... I just called him... ahhhh I just talked to his mom.. bah. I neeeeeeeeed to not neeed sex. I need to not need ben.. I need to not be angry .. and get angry and ergh. I need to not suck.