"espeshally".. ahhh I can't do this whole canada business. thursday the 8th is a long way away. a long time without him. I search for patterns in behavior any and all situations. you call me one night at 8, I expect you to at 8 the next time. I use it to rationalize, to make sense of everything. I watched the first 2 discs of the first season of Prison Break all day. I was supposed to work, but I didn't know so whateverr. I don't care. I need sleep. and to go out. and ahhh.