>insert what ever the fuck you want< Though I'd like to make a statement, mark my words... I will not become interested in your personal life, I will not read her journal, I will pretend I don't care. I will talk to you when I need a friend, not when I am lonely and sad, and most importantly, I will never doubt anything you've ever said to me. I will not try to manipulate & play some dumb game, and I will not try to end your happiness. I will act in such a manner that you don't know I exist, and I will hold back, just I did before. And the fact of the matter is..... I miss a lot of things, though I am content with the current situation. Today... Shane got caught for lunch clubbing [ :( ] He has to stay in studyhall for the rest of the week, saaad. Piano sucked.. Math sucked.. E. Science was actually ok, Joey was kind of hitting on me and kind of kept grabbing my hand and shit... We go way back.. ewww... I was talking to alex the other day and she was actually wquite comforting.. Of course she found out what happened and she said "Well remember, there are others, I bet there are guys already calling you...!" which I thought about and finally took as a compliment.. BRITTA... god I love her.. God I hate him. I hate how he picks her apart and tells her to change, i hate how he doesn't support her decisions, I hate how he doesn't help her at all. I FUCKING HATE HIM apathetic good word for my feelings I wish. gahhhhhhh I am content with it all. *repeats to self.