I've been picked apart. Stripped of confidence & security. There's nothing left. Well, there are the occasional things, but really, nothing left of me. One who acts as a friend suddenly compares you to a much better person, a more intelligent and trusting person. How is that supposed to feel. One who acts as a friend no longer trusts you, one repeats themself numerous times; daily, to let you know how shitty of a person you happen to be. That is not a friend at all. No, not at all. That is someone you don't need. Someone with expectations too high. That person will soon realize they have no one, the bar had been raised just high enough for the most loyal, intelligent, and trusting friend to no longer reach fit. You will have no one, I would have to say that's a shitty thing to look forward to. Do keep this in mind, don't write one off so soon, otherwise there will be no one left. And then what happens?
On a happier note, I'm "un-grounded" today. Sounds like a ball to me. Though Larry is being an ass hole and said I could have Kyle over, then said I couldn't. DUMMMMB [takes ninja sword, stabs larry numerous times]
life will get better i promise
stay positive and you will be fine